(Tracking the Stories That Hunt Us) When an emotion hits that feels too big for the moment—anxiety without cause, regret out of nowhere, fear of dying—that’s intuition pointing to an ancestral belief […]
Living in the Crack
Most people haven’t lived through emotional intensity like I have. Growing up with my mother—the way she was—being intuitive, empathic, clairvoyant—her illness wasn’t just difficult, it was torture in surround […]
What I Mean by “Stories”
We don’t live inside reality — we live inside stories about reality. They tell us who we are, what we’re worth, and what we’re supposed to feel. Most of them […]
The Lie of Choice
For every story, there’s a fork in the road — a choice between polarities. Do you support the emotional stack inside the story, or do you form your own opinion […]
The Unchanging Self
(The Original Code Beneath the Overlays) From the moment we enter this world, we already are. The self that looks out through your eyes right now is the same self […]
The Binding of Release
Words are not decoration. They are instruments.Every phrase we speak programs the field around us.Empires, religions, and revolutions were built from nothing more than words charged with emotion.That’s what magic […]
The Next Reality
When Trump was first elected, I had a experience, a vision. I was sitting in my chair when three tunnels of shimmering energy opened before me—three distinct timelines branching out […]
The Crack: How I Found the Space Between Stories
People usually have an odd reaction when they hear me talk about the Crack. They think I’m being crude or joking—and I kind of am—but the joke has layers. Because […]
FIELD MAPPING AND LIFE IN THE CRACK
“The present moment contains the machine’s death.In the Crack, story can’t find you.” The Leak You know what I realized? Trying to heal the inside without seeing the world outside […]
Social Engineering, Kingship & the Emotional Terraform
(Companion to “God, Trump, and the Narcissistic Trap”) You know that feeling in your gut that something’s off? That uneasiness in the pit of your stomach when you know you’re […]