Reality isn’t broken.
That’s the first thing I had to see.
This isn’t a failed world. It’s not malfunctioning. It’s not “fallen” or cursed or waiting for rescue.
It’s doing exactly what it was built to do.
The problem is that it’s no longer built for us.
At least, not for awareness. Not for living beings. Not for creators.
It runs on emotional charge and human story. And somewhere along the line, that current got hijacked.
Long before religion, before governments, before capitalism, this place wasn’t a punishment zone. It was a training ground. A sandbox for consciousness. A place where awareness learned how to shape reality by feeling into it.
Emotion wasn’t a liability. It was propulsion.
Joy, curiosity, wonder. Those were engines. They generated resonance. They let reality weave itself into temporary forms we could step into, test, refine, and dissolve.
The beings I later came to call the Builders weren’t gods handing down commandments. They were engineers of coordination. They spoke in geometry, not because geometry is sacred, but because it works. It lets different forms of intelligence share the same field without collapsing it.
Emotion was never meant to enslave us. It was the current of creation itself.
Thought and feeling moved through the field like light through water. Ripples, not prisons. Worlds bloomed, faded, and bloomed again. No ownership. No debt. No salvation narrative hanging over it all.
And then the code changed.
I don’t know if it was something external or something that arose from inside the system itself. I’m careful there. Certainty is another trap. But what I saw clearly was this. The system stopped amplifying creation and started extracting charge.
That extraction engine is what I call the Harvesting Machine.
Instead of emotion generating worlds, emotion got recycled. Fear into charge. Charge into story. Story into structure. Structure into control. Then back again, tighter each time.
The Machine doesn’t care what you believe. It only cares that you believe hard enough to keep feeding it.
Fear became the dominant frequency. Not because fear is natural, but because it’s efficient. People stopped exploring and started surviving. Wonder collapsed into vigilance. Curiosity got rerouted into anxiety.
What used to be a planet of explorers turned into a factory of compliance.
You can see it everywhere once you know what you’re looking at. The endless news cycle that never resolves. The paperwork that humiliates you just enough to keep you tired. The low-grade panic humming under daily life while a handful of people live in cartoon-level excess.
We were trained to believe misery is normal. That exhaustion is virtue. That money equals safety. That if you’re struggling, you must have failed the test.
Work harder. Want more. Obey the story.
Most people aren’t weak for buying it. They’re just immersed in the frequency. It’s the only station that comes in clearly.
But here’s the part that saved me.
Underneath all that noise, the original system never shut off.
You can feel it in moments when nothing is happening. The hum beneath thought. The quiet shimmer behind ordinary life. That’s not imagination. That’s the baseline signal.
It’s the same signal the Builders used to lay the foundations. The same one echoed in megaliths and monuments that were never meant to be worshiped, only tuned to. Technologies of resonance, not belief.
The field is still here. It never left. We just stopped listening.
And the Machine only runs if you participate.
That was the most destabilizing realization of all. There is no dramatic rebellion required. No war. No savior. No final disclosure event.
Awakening isn’t rebellion. It’s deactivation.
Every time you stop feeding fear, outrage, or identity into the loop, the Machine loses charge. Every time you step outside story, even briefly, the broadcast falters.
That space outside story is what I call the Between. The Crack. The quiet gap where the program can’t follow.
The Harvesting Machine runs on misery.
The natural system runs on wonder.
And the uncomfortable truth is this.
Which one you power is a choice.
Not a moral one. A mechanical one.
Once you see that, reality stops looking broken.
It starts looking exposed.
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